Here and now I go again.

I've been doing a few little things. 

What can I do or say to make anything better ?

I will verb adjective nouns.

I drank 3 cayman jacks, in the past 2 hours.

I was gonna say I'm glad Tim canceled work. But i was only glad this morning. I am relieved that I have nothing to do tomorrow. But I hope tim feels better.

I keep wondering what is wrong with me. I wonder if I will marry someone. I wonder if I will make sense. Will we live a good life eventually?

Where and how would we meet. What would I do to become an acceptable husband 

The alcohol feels pretty good...

I keep thinking of people i like. Like young women, or older. The world wide web, asmrtists...  something nothing    ...

Jen's facebook bios are really good. It was , Truth is my lover . Now it's Truth is my god. 

I don't really agree with something about the 'my god' part. I guess God is just everything. O ya, they are just all the good.

Anyway, maybe we are good enough for now

And

I almost always think i need to hear and or see someone on a screen, online , like i never want silence or my own thoughts .

It's final Jeopardy. ⁰

Writers in Residence

I am eating kimchi and a bell pepper filled with rice tomato corn onion and cheese.

We are about to watch Dark Winds season 4 episode 7.

I hope enough rain falls, on us, everybody.

We forgive all, back flips, shoulder scrolls

I just need perfect posture, less fat, better muscles. 

I need the healthy routine

Postive Slopes

Art 

school

.

I finished my thc gummies last night. 

I will wait a while. But hopefully I will rarely take any ever again.

Thrival

Let's get good.

Hopefully

Thankfully

-

I hope I do a lot of math and science. Learn many languages. 

Listen and talk with people, understand. ...

My mother and I will probably get a rain barrel soon.

 

Monday

 I just had a panic attack . It is almost 13 o clock.

We just got home from buying a few things

and I had an appointment at the airport

  to get a new Global Entry card .

That all went well , except we got tacos at jack in the box .

I panicked because  I keep thinking of Jen ...  

I feel too weird .   I should stay in control of my thoughts and feelings ...

I hope We can be okay 

Now and consistently 

For all times   - -

.. jennifer , jenzyme , adaptojen

   - -   And get stronger

And more hopeful

And Love ,   learning all the meanings of Love and what we need to do to make it last and help our friends become better and live better

infinite i guess

I want to fix our Minds and the Past and the Future

All the things and thoughts   that i should have thought about ... done better ..

Think better

Think and try to do and say only good things , true , helpful ..

Fixing  ..  everything .

I didn't sleep much .... i got extremely high last night and masturbated. 

I think I am full of regrets and confusion .

I got too frustrated ,  trying to do and think simple things ..

Yesterday Aaron , Andee and i ate and walked .  I tried to explain  that Jen and I had difficult talks then we said goodbye.

What .. is ...

....

Honest ...  

Buying groceries. Cooking meals .  Cleaning everything  . 

Driving you to a hospital ,  giving u medical attention 

Staring at u . Making u smile or laugh

Trusting.

We are math equations 

i can know everything ,  or enough

what to do

Begin and complete    []:

My heart is insane 

My life is A music and movie

             Go to a place

Roads

Walls , Roofs

Electricity

Sun lights 

Humans with jobs

Protecting 

Serving

Following orders

Invent the world  saving objects ,  facts ,  fingers making tools

innovate .. Human grade ,  quality of life improvements

I should live for ever

I should always say ,  i love you

I should mean Everythiing 

Can you help  me ?   Is something really wrong with me ?

What can i do to help  us?

I built a perfect city

We became a perfect earth

Why can i always be real , or something 

K

Is this Rainbow ?

Is always Now?

Will u be okay ?

Hope so ,

Talk with u soon . . .

- Gregory wredberg 

To Asiia, 

Are you doing good? I was feeling really bad about my last relationship and breakup. So much is difficult to understand. .. so a bit lonely i think [: but doing okay most of the time. Thank you so much for listening and being here. Wanna hug u so much , ha 😂 

I didn't get any good sleep, so i feel too weird [:

-

Hmm.

I should sleep.

 

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   should just eat well and exercise

3 - 11 - 26

 Wow , I am going to spend two nights at tim's tomorrow and tonight , it's allright 

It's hard for me to believe how depressed and\or Lestragic ( ha, i thot it said Lethargic) , apathetic i have been ... just sad maybe, because I haven't been working and I have been taking a lot of Drugs and alcohol and feeling bad , like tired. But mostly, just like, not much will to live or to live ... Well . I was wondering how bad i could get ... if I would actually be suicidal or catatonic maybe

[ I eat badly , almost always , i seem like i don't care .. i don't know, at this moment. It is 5 13 friday march 13. I woke too early, took too many anti anxiety pills .    O well, i wonder what today will be   ?

" ]

But don't worry about it

We all are saved , somehow 

We do things , or we don't 

Nice to have work tomorrow 

Tim will drive 

It is easy for me

Maybe i  finally kinda understand why some people feel so hopeless and bad when they dont have work , job , occupation , creative outlet , focus .

Maybe i was seasonally affected by all the clouds and less Sun

I stayed in bed too long, too many mornings 

[:

I started talking with jen acouple weeks ago

There is ... everyone 

I do not know .

I think I'll lie in bed when my mom gets here

I drank irish cream .

J

I wonder what hell and heaven are

Where am i ? What will i do ? I know something .

I will be more specific 

Next time

.

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February 27, 2026

She always wakes at 5 to feed children then clean big rooms in big buildings, to the west.

She is 50.

Imagine all these people doing all these things in places .

I'm a Tractor. I'm a face full of people

Once I knew a tree bark man peel off the Lie of the Past

--

This is Good.

I have done everything i can do.

I am done with Earth, and Space, and Time.

Talk with You soon

Can i talk like you ?

Can i think like me ?

- -

                 Missing Work

It means Both. He means to be better. Do better. At it. Be productive. Assault your senses.

   All Three.

Aaron is efficient. He eats exactly the calories he burns, through out a week. I want to weigh under 170. I want to be less jiggly. Sometimes I appreciate jiggly.

you   ( that is a typo )

.. I was watching Ask Hank Anything .

Long episodes

We must make things In the best way possible

Food and health will be easier, better, because we have thought about exactly how we should live .. and I remember thinking once , what should I think ? What are the best Thoughts and ways to

Think ?

Can I do anything?

I like to feel high on THC so much, sometimes I think alcohol sounds good, but much better is black coffee . . .

This habit will definitely make me worse . .. Not good for any one .

I dunno what I will do

Maybe a couple ..

I read these ,

I can relate. I do not have many friends either. I mostly spend my time studying, praying and going to the gym. Sometimes it feels peaceful sometimes lonely. u are in a rebuilding phase that takes time

1 ,i , am standing at this ping pong table , tablet On a swivel chair , hand writing this . . . .

  i wonder what I will eat

Jesus my mind.

.

"

The end

here now , hey , they

 Why do i want to kill some one ?

I could sleep now . 

My brain seems a bit dead

I am watching Hank Green and Nilay Patel on Decoder, a podcast 

I'm eating jalapeño ranch tortilla chips 

I flaked on my best friends this morning, we were going to Liturgy at St Elias . I wanted to stay in or near my bed . I flake on God .

I am leaning on my body

I am a fall on the left on missions from God and evil men

Why do we want to sleep ?

How do we humans use hands, feet and machines to heal Earth and the Future 

Wear shoes and eyeglasses and pants, going to Money and Africa and Love and China

The End

I eat a lot of thc

.

I'll talk with you again , thank you .

Hi

"  That's between you and Barn jesus

  I'm not nitpicking what you do with Barns in your own home

Barn shaming ?!  On a Sunday !

"

- Doog

- i will always find a way .

Oh Lord

oh Lord , I love You.

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What else is Real about being a human today ?

I am made of Time and god particles

.

Today is messy

Tomorrow  may be messier

 Life is so confusing 

Why can we live together

?

I'm waiting for

Waiting 

Doing

Living

 Gonna make a quesadilla

Quesadilla for the People.

 I like to box with rain will sun

Like to fly with Hajibi habiji 

The boy stabs pineapple juice .

Words Ass

 Christ 

Following

Breakfast

Tinsel 

Divide

Frogs

Enormous 

Nobody

Fuckjob

Hello

Growthspurt

Greengarden

Lollipope

Imbecile 

Varicose 

Moneypit

Alabama

Jizzle

Kangaroo 

Laugh emoji

Melanin 

Questing

Popularity 

Nuclear 

Ick

Onion

Interrogate 

Abolition 

Penis

Absolution 

Quince

Yodel

Recycle 

Dandelion 

Sobering

Kismet

Tangential 

Wind

Uvula

Vulva 

Tackle

Washington

Trucks

Incandescent

X finity

Flower

Youth

Benign

Zombies

Allright

Tense dream

Wallabee forecast impetus Heroics gamble frog

Egregious dialectical cultivation of black Ambitions . . . .

 I feel weird

When I only sleep half as much as I should sleep.

Four 2 days in a row, nights

I feel like I'm half awake and half dreaming.

I feeloopy , spacey , less inhabited , a little like being drunk.

I wrote my bike to ,tell , the street and back in thirty seconds.

Amusing voice to text , so it's messed up.

  I'm using...

My mom is napping or reading.

I put the winter Olympics on the t.V at low volume.

Pets are usually annoying.

I love watching Brookthorn , Dodger , Dexbonus on youtube.

It's been some kind of day . I took a walk with aaron , but I didn't have much to say .

I'm so glad I got to see Andee .

I am looking forward to sleeping tonight , but not to going to work tomorrow morning.

Oh, where will I be? How will I be?

Hal willoughby

We've got some interesting food to eat .

I want to make things right, I thought while I rinsed my mom's mug .

Not that anyone did anything wrong , but in the sense that we always need to do difficult things in order make life better like it should be . . 

The End  ( :

I should make some real notes. 

I must use time as wisely as I can.

I must be organized and plan as far ahead as is reasonable.

I must put healthy foods into my mouth.

I must have perfect posture and sleep habits and all other habits....

I must be kind and generous and efficient and eloquent and Necessary

I must be like jesus and God ,

A weak attempt of reflection and refraction and extension and Eternity

A science and a book

I feel but I forget. 

I must always forgive in all possible ways

Loving is doing what I know is the best to do

 always

Love, gregory

See ya [:

ehS lives in and near a four bedroom , five bathroom glacial galactic manse.

She has visitors , old and young , small and tall.

She studies and analyzes history. .

 Going some place good, further every day

 Some days are other days. Everything is perfect  in the mind.

   They All walk along the beach and the rocks and stones and basalt and black sand and white sand and blue water .

They stare at clouds and moons.

They talk of empires and religions and adventures.

They smile , laugh and dance and sing

Together.

 If You will.

Everything is Perfect.

Long hoping Saturday gone forever  nowhere at the same time

My eyes repeat

Planet star God's Eye long industrious past present future

Safe alone  free time oncoming incoming Leisure

  Pretend friend barrier screen text message inside outside

    I love You, I have loved you , I will always love Everyone equally    So don't think at all and don't go away

The End 

I feel like i'm seven , poofy blonde hairs atop a small head .   I pee inefficiently sitting down in dimness  at 03:58 .

Earth is small.

Lichen is real.

Structure is complete. Life is simple. Human is dead. Eternal soul is god's will and hope.

O my God , I have ninety six percent .

  The sun is full of pasta.

Sunday sunday sunday sunday

Life is perfect, so many good things and Times 

Running water heaters houses beds blankets.

Pain pills electric light. 

Internet. screens

Chocolate chips , peanut butter chips , flour , butter eggs sugar, cranberry oranges baking soda

Fried chicken fried okra white gravy. Salt pepper

Noodles sauce

Books words friends games t v professionals unprofessionals

Nature, sophry

Intellectuall eyeball

Cam coming still alive in Mind idea still dead, still awake alive

The end 

God Has Free Will

 Why did she say forty five minutes?

A minimum of —

   Eighty five hummingbirds

   Meditation of Eternity 

 I want to treat you to the moon phase which meets the dawn.

This is used to be a river bed. Now we sleep where the sun always shines. .

Hey , I would love to talk with you tomorrow afternoon. Or later, whenever and if You're ready

P Cahtah

Presider Woody Willow

I excused myself from , quit , the ranch job.

I took walks and hikes a lot. Seen felt thot a lot

I hope.

I am trying to Learn.

Good people live Good lives.

They don't send cell signals to the ghettos . . .

I began packing and taking things to my mother's. 

I got my bike from the shed and took it to a new repair shop in Fisherman's Park. It's all nice. I love it . . .

I Will be there .

The End

God give us Everything .

We will give ourselves .

 I may have always been bad at sharing and communicating , connecting and participating , getting involved even in my own life, becoming a part of something. Talking to people. 

So

I should confess to everyone about everything

.

I have had very strange relationships. I keep giving up ..

.

I really want to be on south padre island , or on my way , the high way ...

I really hope to win mega millions tonight . My whole life plan is to win at least a million dollars .

I'm going to take classes to learn how to keep a house in order and take care of children.

Then i will apply to be a foster parent .

Then I Will foster and adopt children ,

Then utopia and paradise will be 

and we all will beternally.

Yea , so. I just go crazy sometimes .. . .

I should not have told Jen that I love her so much , and we will be married with children and I'll take her all over the world .

       Because I need to figure out what I should do , or I should just be doing most of the things that I know i should be doing. And becoming a better person with good habits and a good life ..

Then I can fill Jen's cups , and we will both be complete and ready for Life with God . . .

I wish I could think better and explain what I need to do to change myself in my life . . .

I'm not sure what I feel or what I will say to mom when i go to her house after my haircut today . 

I gotta kill some time. I'm gonna donate plasma if i can , so I hope I can drive safely when I have not been sleeping enough .

Gear a Poem

Regelated to the old post , green top bloke spiny spider wood , close touch , music intervention .

 

 

God contains all negative values, Because they are absolute.

Evil good, prayer fragrances, live  love and hope.

An Idiot prayer

 I should write neatly and legibly, I am sitting on a couch on my leased apartment room. I have often asked, what is wrong with me? Can I be Joyce-like, joycian, Joycesque ?  what has God done for me? What are You doing for me? What will I do for All You ?   time is much when I sleep half as much as I should ..   am I obsessed with Kristen F. A-o, after helping her move house yesterday?

Ya. Probably. I imagined stalking her or asking if I can help her unpack .... i messaged her on facebook...

_ gregorywredberg .

Thank you.

PS

She replied and said ' greatly appreciate ' .

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       I believe Wise Words. Only you are wise enough. You are the most worthy of belief and trust, love. Do I love   trust and believe myself? Do I hold you above all else? How do I best help all humans, historically and eternally? Methodologically. Do I write Lists? How do I challenge myself? How do I sleep healthily, eat, move, work, All for good, All for you.   I will be our best friend. I will be diligent, careful, considerate,     honor, glorify, Esteem, emBody goodness, be excellent, be You, God, Father Son Holy GHost.

Distillations

   This is the book that changes your mind.

This is your mind, who changes memories, including summer days and trees above you.

This is the human who changes your life.

I am like a human man, drinking water eating plants and other animals.

Distal philanges

Constellations

Physics invasion 

Where you sit on glass

Elbow on glass

I find and walk down to Barton Creek

As I will tell my Aaron friend, 

There are cool boulders by the dry creek

Peaple and Sun

I am afraid we may have fun.

Do I ask her ?

   if we are ever compatible, do you want to get married with me?

Answers ?

Who  is  Good?

Will   Everythiing   die?

I amabout theend. 

The world's future is a space station on the surface of Eeaarthth h.

Safe to be Elected

Wondering ubiquitous 

A star made for selection 

Fug

I expect acceptance 

Now hear,

                          Hi yfhrurydijf

Hello,

               If Youth freely hermanewticizes

Red ugly reefer

You decide

infallibly 

Justice

Forall. 

  a lot of things that I  " do "  are autobiographical, some how.

After work I drove to the corner store and got gas , a mega millions ticket and a magnum of pinot noir.

I hope I don't drink anymore, Because I should be responsible.

My mom is coming to my apartment tomorrow to take us to see the film Eddington.

I am excited. I think my Aaron friend likes it. I should ask him.

I have 3 different cancers ,   maybe,   maybe,    maybe

Where a world

Fake slap 

Mission  derivatives .-    nopalitos 

Why would do the alien-like observe alien-like alike ?

Record intelligence, exists to reason, infinite eternal understanding, for God's sake

What will anything do ?

 This is perfect.

This is where i belong.

Excuse me

and This must be Christmas 

New Transcendent Worlds,

Save me with a flick of your tongues

First I walked to the corner store , lottery tickets wonder . . Tylenol . . mystery . . . .

-- We are old women with perfect human bodies

We will be heaven

Virgins do not exist 

We are only the most knowledgeable and the wisest

At the most fertile physical piques

Do you want to hold the special soup ?

?

- - i i am taking a double dose of kratom drink

I am excited to finish watching this , https://youtu.be/1AYjSl9fYsE?si=fbH7VrLWigoWgQaQ

Tim didn't feel like working today ,

So my life is really something else ,

You must have probably maybe noticed --

Am I all here or all there ?

Will you be with me and They Will

I feel so Good .

I drink irish breakfast tea

 https://newgirlybelong.blogspot.com/2025/07/triple-wealth.html?m=1

 

 Hope

Waffle

I learn a word. By believing in God we hunt you to eat wise humans understanding 

under bridges. I ate eleven thousand drugs in human fecal systems. 

Steel wool attached to the critical crucial function of an adult human leg

I was an understanding, so that an Israeli man swallowed a porpoise, and the ruler of Gaza syringed the final neonatal cure in the futile West eye

He gulped the insane peace

She ruled in 15 minutes and the 1 year became all of Our glory mistake swipe cringe blood luck human hope, money munch glove 

full of purpose and love, cutting sticks to burn bread and winters

A doctor baby skull 

I mean What you mean

The End

Sleep Times Ten Thousand

Armfulls of young children

Meadows and fields 

O a tree full of flowers 

O sunny day ?  The blood book, the internet school

The housing complexly

I ate her.

We sold memory.

I beckon god's bluish happy nug mug lug 

Up down mountain 

Detail desert, unbecoming and reforest 

Reference library

All science knowledge 

Her mind ate future history 

The mind of God 

Face ate human wonder

The leaf in a sink 

A bubble of the GKNQPNCXY

. .. . 

 

 I don't know how to compare people.

I am a real kind of person.

Maybe I live mostly honestly.

I'm usually not honest with people. I am bad socially and verbally. I wonder what to live honestly means.

How do I read a whole book?

How can I connect with people, so that we can build a better society?

I feel my lips are a cartoon cardboard.

The brown stones tip over the bricks

On the hard hats. On The Streets 

I have a meat head.

Human people are meety and

Made of the Spirit of God's Will.

I don't have work today for some reason.

I wasn't paying attention really.

How do I make myself

Care more and be less lazy?

 Do I really care about people? Or do I just want to sleep and eat and be comfortable, fulfilled and satisfied , somehow.

?

Can God help us understand?

How can I question god?

Or maybe They like that?

Obviously They Love us more than we can imagine.

So I saw rabbit in the grass. It was green and leafy,

So I reached into it and picked it up.

The last three 'it's are the rabbit.

The rabbit opened his mouth, and I saw a little green snake dying in there.

A little grey cloud popped over on my shoulder,  so

I said,  Hey, Rabbit and snake, Please don't have a cow man...

   Snake opened her littler mouth: in it I saw the Cloud open up into a good sky.

The End

It was the end.

 

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My profile photo is Jo Firestone, upside down.

June 10, 2025

 I will win the lottery but I will give away all my money. Or maybe not, I'll just do whatever I want to do.

We must do what God wants. Are feelings and emotions are just expressions of nature?

We listen to the one Mind only.

Okay. GoOd. Talk with you soon, live

Love

GREGORYCHINA

Hihowareuou Businessman, Mr. The 4ourth

Bye bye 

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I need to go to work in ten minutes. 

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I like being a lone. I like this apartment. I like to be a live.

I saw Caught by the Tides on a plane flight from Oslo to New York, JFK.

I love it. I told Aaron. She is lovely, lovely. 

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Tim said No worries. He says that almost every work day, almost always more than once.

I almost always forget to brush my teeth more than once, almost always brush soon after eating before i go out 

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 Prehistoric BackPaiin

 Viccaring Vicariously 

The rehearsal is in my top 5 shows ever right now

Season 2, the pilots stuff, is basically blowing my mind

Season 1 got so intense .

It is 3 : 28 .

I am in bed.

I was watching videos ..

Fore that I downloaded and played with an app then deleted it

Fore that I made spaghetti and ate , watching Hank Green then Gmm .

Fore that I ate a banana

Fore that I slept

Think I fell to sleep about 9 / 21 o clock ? .

Listening to sleep with me pod cast

The End 

To night

P. S.

I have the chorus of Wake Me Up playing in minD

I don't care if I don't sleep and am sleepy at work

My posture is stupid so that my back hurts

I want to eat pain medicine 

Hm

Sounds like meds that give pain

Pain relief 

Or pain abolition 

Cure for pain

I got weed

That means nothing. I just like the sounds

The end end

I am Nathan

I am nothing 

Born in Missy eliot 

Taken for a ride in fool town

Take a train, put it in God's pocket, made of genial genitals 

A acclimation 

Accumulate snow , because of the Earth is dying like now

So good night 

And good morning 

Bye

Be with you

Self

Love you

Til next - Time 

.

Trinity 

Journal 05328983195 e

    I used to care more about being healthy :

Now I care more about

History and humans tending to become

More healthy and Christ-Like.

I hope the way I use language helps us

Understand ourselves /

I hope we know what I mean 

And we change For the better.

Probably yesterday 

I thought something Like 

As human animals we are everyone we were and more, potentially everything ?-

As eternal people ,

Benevolence, Wisdom , paying attention , taking care

Making breakfast 

Sleeping like a baby

Or a death bed

The perfect end

But what time, perspectives

How and what and why do we know?

This was the best situation of elements or energies

A person with a name

Body life

A living ..

Hair, Skin, clothing, books

Play ground

Dance kitchen

Art work

Bible

God

I'll try again

Thank you

Good Bye

Love, Gregory. 

?

Kinda in response to Vee Jennee

  1326

I feel very old

Sleepy and weak

I had one too many cayman jack margaritas last night. 

I guess to do things

I seem to not care

I am 35 and a half 

I was at my mom's Friday and Saturday.

I drove back to my apartment 

I recorded a video :

Will do another when my timer rings and the THC gummie has kicked up

Then I'll take another 15 milligrams gummie.

Then set a timer

After 2 hours , I will record a 3rd video

Okay

Something 

Me

Bye now.

Yes, then

 10 : 16

I am seated on a toilet in my childhood home, run by my mother. 

The seat looks like wood. Maybe it is.

I need to read One Piece.

Life to me is a trial and an error.

Experiment, hypothesis, thesis, synthesis, antithesis 

Christ opens wide, welcoming arms and bodies, bear hugs, plastic laughing, living brain

My ma and I will watch a lot of TV.

I will eat leftover pluckers for lunch.

She wants a little caesar's or pizza hut today.

I look forward to driving into town.

O ya. I am so afraid of Aaron, it is insane. 

It almost feels like Final Judgment, 

like swaying on the edge of hell or Heaven. 

The End

Do good things

Also I feel like I will meet the professor and I've been skipping class and most of me always tries to give up

What should I say?

Should I drop out?

What should I learn?

Can I just build things for people. 

What is our end goal.

    14 : 04

Wow I feel so typical

  " I need to kill .  I need to come . "

Male

Species 

Look of me

Think at me

The very this

I drink coffee and chocolate syrup and ice

21 44

I can really be a real person. 

Do you agree?

I try to live a factual life.

I am going to sleep in a moment. 

March 14th, 15th

 change my phone to military time

20:10

I couldn't find how

I brush teeth and go sleep.

I'll watch videos in bed

Til tomorrow I love you

-greg 

It's 409

I woke at 1 something.

I logged onto you tube, happy to see geekenders. I usually prefer them without a guest. Crendor is good. 

I love to listen to old Cox n Crendor in the Mornings.

I ate breakfast. Onions, beancheese burrito, butter and Ensure plus.

I want to be really hungry in Lockhart. Tim and I will fix Betty's attic. I will help a bit. I guess he will buy me lunch. I don't care. 

I love doing stuff. I don't know what I do. 

I would love doing nothing  ,  it it were possible. 

I hope to dream before I need to get ready for tim to pick up me here this morning, Saturday 

Everlasting 

Pumkin uncle pokemon push pin Pushkin

-

O stories

 Stories to Eat other Living things Baking the braised apple at 6AM on Tuesday

 My pineapple suOn is a liquid nitrogen factory

 that takes all day to leave and return His mother's forecasted exception expectation

So very possibly written on the sideways train car Anxious state However  many , However however many Taxonomical journeys Figure out who is How The  richer the meaningful Resist resistanceOf

Scopes of blood and monkey hair vagina Complex capital societies Dream up the stolen bell tower on the Skyscraper , ingenious Guilful Read redesignPolyp Estuary

Soak the apple in vinegar Play the time Sophomore Supper Sully Soporific sincerity Left left left Behind and open car The sun for 1 year. Adverb

The End

On Sunday the Spine of the Woman

 

  factories surrounded by trees

Farms surrounded by trees

Armies who govern themselves

Prisons where people learn skills and intrinsic values of human lives

A row of houses

Soup shop

Butcher shop

Fabric shop

Machine shop

Grocery

School

Library

Gymnasium

A park , a park , a park

Administrative offices

 Why are people so different? Why do we think different things?

 put humans in homes, clothes, eating well, good life work....

 When I think about a "quote attractive woman unquote"

Like Stevie wynne levine, I wonder how some can be so desirable 

.

I am attracted to maybe half of all women who are close enough to my age, maybe 25 to 45.

The way they present themselves is almost perfect

Or I think they are.

Like gillian jacobs or Michelle williams 

What is it like to be like some people like that

What is being Jennifer Hudson?

What is vain or humble? What are pride, self-awareness, practicality and ascension .. and transcendence?

What is a TV person?

How do people make porn or internet content?

How do  skincare, makeup, healthy habbits and healthcare  work?

Where does my energy come from?

Where does it go, What do I do?

I must fix everything. First myself 

My brain and habits

My face and personality 

I don't know how

People do many things 

I love people 

We are star babies

Nice to know you....

Also how are people like Doctors and Nurses

Taking years

To focus

And memorize almost everything We need to know to help human health.

 Homeopathetic shaman

 Eating weeds

 Clean between the teeth

 Robust heart

Cancel the mind blind computer session

Blowing through every trial,  I'll 

B not ill 

Blurred blood is mood mud n sunny sun , blooming Bible

 When there is no more time to think

.

I wonder what life, the world and people will be like ,

When everyone is christian .

They think to themselves and decide, I am a christian.

What's gonna happen

.

Too late

Almost late enough

 I always drink too much

I am self destructive

Self sabotaging

I wonder why

What will my present self get ,

My future won't ?

.

I donno 

____

I took a second t h c gummy . That is all for today. 

I am extremely addicted to YouTube 

I actually don't know what to do without it

I call Dodger 'brook thorn'  my girl 

Gorl is also good

I want to die. 

I don't know anything 

By bye

[: 

I love You. 

It's at least an hour later.

What is enough?

I just took another gummy

 I did christian surveys, 

A question about war,

I  say

People can speak through their differences to peacefully collaborate on improving our lives and planet.

It's almost 8 on Sunday.

I am going to drink alcohol.

Yesterday my mom bought me irish cream at costco.

I drank a lot last night.

It went by quickly .. also I took 2 thc gummies.

I love that it's raining.

I wonder if I'll eat something good. I guess I'll finish the pizza rolls.

I'm always happy when I can watch Dodger,

I just started today's Sunday Afternoon Dooger.

Okay, I am done. I am kind of tired.

I wonder if I'll watch The Brutalist.

I would go back to sleep.

I thought of giving plasma, it's been too long

I think I'll take a gummy

Everything will be

.

The End 

   Is n ' t it perfect?

я we not peяfect ? я

 Christ Almighty safe my soul again.

I am winding through unending days.

Nuclear Friendships, freedom of mind, 

Give us our lives open ending.

The blood of jesus is white wine

The Wine of Jesus is white blood.

  Log on the web on the internet. A lot of my ohh games sitting on the toilet pooping, but I guess I'm done, but I guess I should take a break and wipe my butt stand up english man. This is a poem. I mean, this is a diary entry. This is a journal. This is a book that I wrote with my brain. My, there's a fact in my mind. There's nothing before me or after me. There's another plant. There's 2 plants here. I want to give everyone chocolate Bunny. I wanna give myself a raging heart attack. I want to flow through imperious space with mind like a serrated gun ship. My life is a quiet triangle of loss .. full of Death and misery and love . Love kills Everything else. My mind is a crime for humanity to solve underneath A bloody treatment for Christmas dying girls eating the brains of the alien who spoke about his own meaninglessness but. in doing so made the perfect meaning before God and before me and I said Yes, and God said, give me another one, and I did and he said okay. Now we are going , go ,

Go.

 It isn't at all about the arrangement of atoms and light.

It is about people.

And our desires and self control and willpower and benevolence .

I guess 

i hope

i pray to You

I put faith in You, Father, Son, Holy Ghost

I worship You. 

Thank you. 

Ameen.

 I can only try twice.

Talk with the Faces of God

 Talk with the faces of God.

Ten thousand one other souls

A Time of possums

Crafting 

Craftspeople

Drafting 

Blueprints of understanding

Humans crapping on the substantial being

Karen does her job ,

Moves items for sale in a shop.

Step

A city, town and village 

IslandLife

School Fed

.

How can we be perfect?

I will be good enough. 

I might as well try.

' Reasons ' to overthink

.

Monopolies of manufacturing and agriculture

Do we what will

Why do I think some things are difficult?

Why do I ever think I don't care about anything?

Every conscious person always cares about something.

I've known since high school, I must read important documents and Good books.

I must practice science

To understand

( Best Practice )

To improve human lives

By creating things, places, systems and situations 

Full of health, sustainability, 

To expand Mind.

Why exactly would I be just Jesus Christ?

Good question 

I wonder what my life could have been.

Nothing is inevitable

All is Will

 In him

Worry I dropt something 

 Is my reasons and no longer anything

God.

Validity and boring boringness 

The one hand washes itself.

 I am always up Early

Because I feel like god.

When you call a mother Distracted, 

She does not know to choose

Taboo of being two people 

Because 

After all the times i told myself, i find myself absolutely inextricably Human again

  What is a good test?

Swimming hot tub and pools

Corpus, Padre, Full moon palm.

High hi.

  I will count to 100,

Think of everything I've ever done wrong

Then everything I can ever do good from now on. 

When is The last time?

Why did we get a new TV?

The moon keeps rising, 

the moon keeps rising 

I can do cartwheels:

Doing cartwheels also

Means doing Cartwheels. 

Yodeling freedom train

It's an American success story. 

Blatantly ignoring family 

Suffering takes a way of life

Most cannot stomach or believe. 

Show me your personhood.

I am flat out menage a trois 

With a hope and belief. 

Amputate.

Derive the certainty syllable,

One in a vajillion,

I take it

You deliberate 

Sanctity of Skin

Knows 

Eyethroat 

Beg the Decency

From blossoming choices...

Comfort care for the sick and injured. 

Worship

 

God is a warship,

Silent Retreat. 

Colossal mistake, 

Baby meat

Private Mary 1st class

Jesus can you knock

My bleeding mercy

Knowledge in the 5th

Roundabout Personhood.

Saviour complex

Bursted open alien

Functionality. 

Time Father 

Granted

Ape sanctuary, 

Blessed forgetful 

Seed money memory 

Appliance design

App on your phone

Tells We don't 

Municipal dungeon 

Makeout warriorslave 

, sane Angel, burning 

Questions, flavors 

Of the Day.

Popularity and Hair

 Music and defensiveness

I'll try not to kill meself everyday 

Any more

The More of Anny

.

Wild  Wooly  Cool  Womean

Beauty Loving

Beauty like love is a miracle.

They are verbs and actions.

Even if loving of the self

,

A woman chopping firewood

,

She survives to benefit humanity.

Chase her vibes.

Athletic meaningful dances

The care for self , the selfless axe

Acts of love

Homeless shelters

Soup kitchens

The end of anything....

Body Spoken

 I got a thousand minds;

My mind ain't one .

Gimme All You Got

 Aaron and I send texts and Links.

Give me life. Give me Love.

I deserve nothing. I deserve everything.

Let us play at the Limits.

Get drunk with Children. So what?

What should I be?

Don't you see me,

You don't know what to be.

Magnificence, 

Dawn, first floor breakfast room, glass wall views of the boardwalk, beach and sea.

January Ocean -

   Teenager in a Wetsuit .

Give me all you got.

All you got.

Think I want to Be with You.

https://newgirlybelong.blogspot.com/2025/01/class-divide-poem.html?m=1

 

Summer days

fall off the roof of the project. 

Releasing the moon from the cage

Which we build to confine the mind

To stop the learning of Friends

And the Sun, who are dead and

Growing Old.

So in the name of receiving

What God takes.

- -

Open the crates ,

Free the cranes.

African Nature 

Speechless midwest zoo people.

Jack and Sue Hanna

Cbsabcnbc , Saturday morning vacation coast Into the wild

I Didn't Get 

To Pinch My

Uncle's Face Yet.

1 Bed Beach Club Condo Wake

I'm a cocoon. I'm a butterfly. 

How can 1 be both?

I'm a human. I'm a God's mirror. 

Might be a million,

I may be 1 Million People. 

Correct Predictions: 2050

1.  Some human will write a sequel to a list of predictions. 
2.  A girl will be born.
3. The sun will be brighter. 
4. For every eleven doctors, there will be more than one nurse.
5. I will be dead, within 25 years. 
6. More than one prediction will be correct. 
7. One business will make more profit that last year.
8. Three non-profits will survive more than one year. 
9. There will be a new planet.
10. There will be failed and successful space missions.
11. Ten people will live more than 100 years in a row.
12. Less burgers will be eaten.
13. Less cows will be born.
14. Someone under 3 will write a book.

The End

Why are you sounds?

I was awake before.

Trust me I can be, Everything.

...

The Mother Of All

Photosynthesizer

 We can't breathe or eat

Without photosynthesizers

.

Taking care of ourselves is taking care of ecosystems. 

Photos

Physical copies

Humanmade Light

DJs , turntables , palm trees , ferns , grasslands , corn fields , deep woods

Web sites

   Thorax Fixations

Dream Words

 True Virtues

   Real   Life

Re views

 Somebody Somewhere

Gives me a humanist existentialism 

We each live unique lives, shifting paths

Sands and hands

Times rhymes lime teeth feet

No one everyone, beginning end

Okay , same to me ,

Thanks

- g d w

So many of us in this universe

Just one to putup

" she brought me home .. "

Thanks for leaving me here to die.

The End

The crank, the chain

The position, the angle

The flea, the flight 

 It is just like time,

Just like fading into eternity.

Fade to Yellow 

Ko op radio

And I am and I sleeppp 

Watching and believing 

SUNDAY AFTERNOON DOOGER - 05 January 2025

Thess

Fractal Bean

What does that mean?

Where does that come from?

The End

I check my mailbox again.

I spent the military budget on the homeless .... fields of wheat and books about Communism.

I just watched the Sci Show Tangents 

episode Randomness 

As I took that photo

Ceri said Snapshot.

As Hank said, 

This is not about How things Are

It is about Things happening 

.

My mother's basement is an apartment thirty miles away.

The noon becomes the day,

Becomes the afternoon, becomes the hay

That we used to fertilize the cows' drinking water.

Barbecue Wrap

I am wearing a bracelet of orange stones.

It means I love you please stay

   Is the name of the rock band who sold out to kill Dead Insects.

Arbitrary in Love

Arbitrarily in Love

Arbitrary and in Love 

Scenic scene of wastefulness

I am trying to create alternative cosmoses.

Refugee crisis

 I wish I would be like people I admire. I can just sleep and eat healthy food. I have no idea why I am this way.

Nothing lasts long, but that also means our whole lives, so things are difficult. I don't know how to do things... I guess

[1/8, 05:09] CTL Bub:

 Thank you for sharing with me.

[1/8, 05:10] CTL Bub: 

Are there any activities that tend to help you feel calmer or distract yourself from your thoughts when you feel this way?

[1/8, 05:11] Gregory Wredberg: Asmr and other youtubers. Just searfing the web, probably

.

...

An End.

P. S.

[1/8, 05:13] Gregory Wredberg: I should shower or bath first. And take a short walk.

[1/8, 05:13] CTL Bub: Those are also really good strategies

[1/8, 05:14] Gregory Wredberg: I don't know if I want anything. I want to know what I should do.

[1/8, 05:14] CTL Bub: Let's make a plan, how does that sound?

[1/8, 05:15] Gregory Wredberg: Good ideas

https://goodenoughtoknow.blogspot.com/2025/01/good-ideas.html?m=1

Please help. How should I go to sleep? And how to live? My guess is we are eternal. We should figure something out.

The Planet Planet in the Place of Space

 just talked with Susie, Laura. I don't know what to do. Thanks anyway. .. I feel kinda empty I guess. Kinda frozen and sad. I fear no one really knows anything. 

I eat a salad of green and red.

I eat raw animals. 

I walk to rivers and drink the best water ever.

I wake up in Every one.

They send me glad newses. 

They are the newest people on the Planet in Space.

They eat lava lizards. 

They take breath naps.

We heap groves on metal hills. 

We grab technologies and twist realities. 

We eat fake bodies. 

We grow life anew again for the last and third time.

Bye.

You can now hope.

You are sweet and fun.

You eat live love.

You made all of it

Susie, on a text help line

 God be with you. You are the best. Thanks for being you, letting us be us, loving us. God bless.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XdNve_bDk1Q&list=PLYsch6i6d4gS3t1xaGTX0eLs0UQFGtyIv&pp=iAQB

I crashed around sunset and woke at midnight and drank coffee. I have no plans. I don't know what to do. 

God bless you.

Keep me

Take care

Same

Thanks for Everything Susie. I don't know the biggest problem. I don't know why everyone who can help people directly, doesn't. I wonder why it is so difficult and people hurt each other and themselves.

It all hurts and confuses.

It is infinite 

And God 

and something 

Helpful. 

I just talked with Susie, Laura. I don't know what to do. Thanks anyway. .. I feel kinda empty I guess. Kinda frozen and sad. I fear no one really knows anything. 

I eat a salad of green and red.

I eat raw animals. 

I walk to rivers and drink the best water ever.

I wake up in Every one.

They send me glad newses. 

They are the newest people on the Planet in Space.

They eat lava lizards. 

They take breath naps.

We heap groves on metal hills. 

We grab technologies and twist realities. 

We eat fake bodies. 

We grow life anew again for the last and third time.

Bye.

You can now hope.

You are sweet and fun.

You eat live love.

You made all of it