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 It is July 3rd. 3,23 pm.   Or 15 24

I should text Aaron in about an hour.

I imagined going to the McDade watermelon fest with him and Ashley.

I don't know what I should say. I'm always nervous with Aaron. Ashley being there could make me more... So driving, exiting east 71, to North 95 , I thought,

I will not think. I will be moving water.

    Sounds like I will move water, but it's what I am.

I feel slow and heavy.

I drank sleep aid..

I drank coffee.

I don't want to finish this cup.

I think about lying on my bed.

I should pee now, maybe poop.

I wonder what we will eat. Leftovers I believe.

I guess having family over tomorrow will be good.

Marshall will mow again.

I will finish the white wine tonight.

I will lie horizontally in a minute.

Thaanks.

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It's later.

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I won't watch bad stuff anymore. 

I don't know. I just won't. 

If i have a good idea, I'll do that. 

Green waffle. Happy demon, killjoy

At 5 i ate and prepared for work.

I left before 6 and didn't see traffic.

I went to the del valle metro park.

It's one of my favorite places.

Sunrises

. .

Tim was earlier than me.

In a sink.

Green toast.

Can't wait to walk at dusk.

I feel slleepy .

Can't wait to win the lotto again tonight and tomorrow. I hope.

Just hope.

By bye, Love.

Til nextime