Days

    I feel so much something...

My mom drove us to HEB about 8 15.

It's almost a dream.

Patrick, ivy and Bridgit will come here today. Maybe fireworks we shall see.

I think about dying.

My mother just bought 6 Shipley do-nuts.

The dog door is closed. 

Hank is on his chair, looking at me.

My mom is talking about the tennis on the TV.

The morning summer light. I mean a summer morning light.

Like being high

More lighk a movie

I can and do everything 

Trees

Deaths

Maybe wake up

Have the coffee

I like Him

And her .

Bye

(:

PS

It is a holiday. 

I am kind of excited for them to come here.

I am glad no one else is coming.

I am anxious for Marshall, a fifteen-year-old neighbor, to get here and mow grass.

I am also excited for them to leave here.

I try to put no effort into Anything...

Reminds me of Rob, Maximum Effort.

I tell my self i really do not care.

We all die soon

I love all these things and People

Beautiful

Intense

Miracle

Free Willy

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I love having 3 days of almost nothing to do.

I need to win the Powerball tonight.

I'll set a timer to watch the drawing.

I was gonna type something else.

I will watch silly star asmr now.

Long babies

Pps . 11 35

Marshall is almost done, he'll weedeat in bit.

I was checking instagram.com a lot, waiting for Ashley to reply about the water melon festival. 

I am anxious about being with both her and Aaron together. 

Mostly about Aaron's judgment and correctness. 

I felt and feel like i am someone else, howsome

Loss of control and consciousness 

Ether, nobody, God's Mind

I took a lil bite of weed chocolate. 

I will eat the rest about 4 30. So i can take a high walk at dawn.

I drank sleep aid this morning. I had 2 cups of half caff.

I could drive off a cliff. I want it to be high enough to die.

I imagine being tied to a rocket flying to outer space and blowing up

The End

11 42 , 4-7-2026

Gregory wredberg