Here and now I go again.

I've been doing a few little things. 

What can I do or say to make anything better ?

I will verb adjective nouns.

I drank 3 cayman jacks, in the past 2 hours.

I was gonna say I'm glad Tim canceled work. But i was only glad this morning. I am relieved that I have nothing to do tomorrow. But I hope tim feels better.

I keep wondering what is wrong with me. I wonder if I will marry someone. I wonder if I will make sense. Will we live a good life eventually?

Where and how would we meet. What would I do to become an acceptable husband 

The alcohol feels pretty good...

I keep thinking of people i like. Like young women, or older. The world wide web, asmrtists...  something nothing    ...

Jen's facebook bios are really good. It was , Truth is my lover . Now it's Truth is my god. 

I don't really agree with something about the 'my god' part. I guess God is just everything. O ya, they are just all the good.

Anyway, maybe we are good enough for now

And

I almost always think i need to hear and or see someone on a screen, online , like i never want silence or my own thoughts .

It's final Jeopardy. ⁰

Writers in Residence

I am eating kimchi and a bell pepper filled with rice tomato corn onion and cheese.

We are about to watch Dark Winds season 4 episode 7.

I hope enough rain falls, on us, everybody.

We forgive all, back flips, shoulder scrolls

I just need perfect posture, less fat, better muscles. 

I need the healthy routine

Postive Slopes

Art 

school

.

I finished my thc gummies last night. 

I will wait a while. But hopefully I will rarely take any ever again.

Thrival

Let's get good.

Hopefully

Thankfully

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I hope I do a lot of math and science. Learn many languages. 

Listen and talk with people, understand. ...

My mother and I will probably get a rain barrel soon.