Thursday, April 16, 2026

Plan

 

  1. Study electricity
  2. Buy healthy balanced food, eat it
  3. Exercise
  4. Talk and listen, learn
  5. Fix and clean, organize
  6. Invest money
  7. Buy or build home
  8. Marry
  9. Adopt
  10. Teach
  11. Write
0. Read


Begin at 8 a.m. 
 
Foodexercise

Point eyes at book page, move from top down, left to right, turn page. Think about it.

Write more.

Push ups, plank, yoga, ride bike

Eggs

Vegetables

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Here and now I go again.

I've been doing a few little things. 

What can I do or say to make anything better ?


I will verb adjective nouns.

I drank 3 cayman jacks, in the past 2 hours.

I was gonna say I'm glad Tim canceled work. But i was only glad this morning. I am relieved that I have nothing to do tomorrow. But I hope tim feels better.

I keep wondering what is wrong with me. I wonder if I will marry someone. I wonder if I will make sense. Will we live a good life eventually?

Where and how would we meet. What would I do to become an acceptable husband 



The alcohol feels pretty good...

I keep thinking of people i like. Like young women, or older. The world wide web, asmrtists...  something nothing    ...

Jen's facebook bios are really good. It was , Truth is my lover . Now it's Truth is my god. 

I don't really agree with something about the 'my god' part. I guess God is just everything. O ya, they are just all the good.

Anyway, maybe we are good enough for now


And

I almost always think i need to hear and or see someone on a screen, online , like i never want silence or my own thoughts .

It's final Jeopardy. ⁰

Writers in Residence

I am eating kimchi and a bell pepper filled with rice tomato corn onion and cheese.


We are about to watch Dark Winds season 4 episode 7.

I hope enough rain falls, on us, everybody.


We forgive all, back flips, shoulder scrolls


I just need perfect posture, less fat, better muscles. 

I need the healthy routine

Postive Slopes


Art 

school

.

I finished my thc gummies last night. 

I will wait a while. But hopefully I will rarely take any ever again.


Thrival


Let's get good.


Hopefully

Thankfully

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I hope I do a lot of math and science. Learn many languages. 

Listen and talk with people, understand. ...


My mother and I will probably get a rain barrel soon.


Plan

  Study electricity Buy healthy balanced food, eat it Exercise Talk and listen, learn Fix and clean, organize Invest money Buy or build home...