I lie about everything. 

I'd rather lie on a floor 12 hours a day .

Days

    I feel so much something...

My mom drove us to HEB about 8 15.

It's almost a dream.

Patrick, ivy and Bridgit will come here today. Maybe fireworks we shall see.

I think about dying.

My mother just bought 6 Shipley do-nuts.

The dog door is closed. 

Hank is on his chair, looking at me.

My mom is talking about the tennis on the TV.

The morning summer light. I mean a summer morning light.

Like being high

More lighk a movie

I can and do everything 

Trees

Deaths

Maybe wake up

Have the coffee

I like Him

And her .

Bye

(:

PS

It is a holiday. 

I am kind of excited for them to come here.

I am glad no one else is coming.

I am anxious for Marshall, a fifteen-year-old neighbor, to get here and mow grass.

I am also excited for them to leave here.

I try to put no effort into Anything...

Reminds me of Rob, Maximum Effort.

I tell my self i really do not care.

We all die soon

I love all these things and People

Beautiful

Intense

Miracle

Free Willy

- - - -

I love having 3 days of almost nothing to do.

I need to win the Powerball tonight.

I'll set a timer to watch the drawing.

I was gonna type something else.

I will watch silly star asmr now.

Long babies

Pps . 11 35

Marshall is almost done, he'll weedeat in bit.

I was checking instagram.com a lot, waiting for Ashley to reply about the water melon festival. 

I am anxious about being with both her and Aaron together. 

Mostly about Aaron's judgment and correctness. 

I felt and feel like i am someone else, howsome

Loss of control and consciousness 

Ether, nobody, God's Mind

I took a lil bite of weed chocolate. 

I will eat the rest about 4 30. So i can take a high walk at dawn.

I drank sleep aid this morning. I had 2 cups of half caff.

I could drive off a cliff. I want it to be high enough to die.

I imagine being tied to a rocket flying to outer space and blowing up

The End

11 42 , 4-7-2026

Gregory wredberg 

Last Time,

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Marshall is about done weed eating.

My mother is talking with he

When he leave, I am going to pee outsde, on the south of this house, in the foundation support pipe i put 2 rocks on ....

Then leaf blow the grass off the deck.

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I used a rake to clear off the graves of our cats.

See ya. < 33

I want to live on Australia for a year and Japan 3 to 6 months. December to June maybe

Canada a bit, east to west, and Alaska.

And Russia

Maybe Hawaii 

Most of all China

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 It is July 3rd. 3,23 pm.   Or 15 24

I should text Aaron in about an hour.

I imagined going to the McDade watermelon fest with him and Ashley.

I don't know what I should say. I'm always nervous with Aaron. Ashley being there could make me more... So driving, exiting east 71, to North 95 , I thought,

I will not think. I will be moving water.

    Sounds like I will move water, but it's what I am.

I feel slow and heavy.

I drank sleep aid..

I drank coffee.

I don't want to finish this cup.

I think about lying on my bed.

I should pee now, maybe poop.

I wonder what we will eat. Leftovers I believe.

I guess having family over tomorrow will be good.

Marshall will mow again.

I will finish the white wine tonight.

I will lie horizontally in a minute.

Thaanks.

-

It's later.

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I won't watch bad stuff anymore. 

I don't know how. I just won't. 

If i have a good idea, I'll do that. 

Green waffle. Happy demon, killjoy

At 5 i ate and prepared for work.

I left before 6 and didn't see traffic.

I went to the del valle metro park.

It's one of my favorite places.

Sunrises

. .

Tim was earlier than me.

In a sink.

Green toast.

Can't wait to walk at dusk.

I feel slleepy .

Can't wait to win the lotto again tonight and tomorrow. I hope.

Just hope.

By bye, Love.

Til nextime