I always drink too much

I am self destructive

Self sabotaging

I wonder why

What will my present self get ,

My future won't ?

.

I donno 

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I took a second t h c gummy . That is all for today. 

I am extremely addicted to YouTube 

I actually don't know what to do without it

I call Dodger 'brook thorn'  my girl 

Gorl is also good

I want to die. 

I don't know anything 

By bye

[: 

I love You. 

It's at least an hour later.

What is enough?

I just took another gummy