It's been too long since I prayed. J is on her way to my place. She's getting food for herself. I wonder if she'll spend the night. That excites me a lot. I ate ten mg of thc a few hours ago. I got sleepy. I ate almonds. I drank a little red wine. I lay on my bed listening to ASMR. sleepwithme is playing. 

There's something wrong with J's apartment. She said my AC is probably better than her friend's, where she was.

I took 5 more mg. Maybe I will fall asleep on her. I want to tell her I'm sleepy and that I think I could fall asleep on her. That means physically on her and like on her, as in Don't die on me.

Anyway. I want food. I stress out about having this different intimate relationship. It's almost like we're halfway to boyfriend, girlfriend. 

If she weren't coming over, I would have eaten the rest of the Mac and Cheese. I will when she goes.

I am really curious. What will we do? How long will she stay?

Weird timing and everything