Hi, bloggers. Hi journal

I been hearing Bill Baird - Classic Country

Natural Way is real nice

Aaron sent me Jack White's thoughts about after Robb Elementary shooting in Uvalde and gun control

I feebly replied with several hopes.

I need to write, hafto

I should read Letters to a Young Poet again.

I prefer each sentence to be a paragraph, open on all sides, not claustrophobia

I just read some of Avalanche Lake in Where the Deer and Antelope roam [play], about bears and attacks and safety, in Glacier i think

Classic Country has some Good Strange covers

I was watching, searching and reading Raducanu early this morn. She is very lovely...

A while back I booked two hotel rooms, in Albuquerque and Vegas, for my 33rd b day. When I am alone I will call Big Chili inn in Las Cruces to book a room, day after my bday. I want to google info about hiring a prostitute in Vegas, and about guys who lose virginity to prostitutes. I love the word prostitute. Sounds like the opposite of Destitute.

I would need about 500 dollars and 4 days for the Trip. I do not know if it will be possible.

What else should I say about guns and insanity and children?

And Death

I almost sent this to Aaron:

"Seems people might have finally realized they need to make bigger changes now. Maybe it's because of covid times, or because a Sandy Hook just happened to happen again. [or Because it's Texas] "

I think I should call or txt the organic farms in Bastrop

Some time we will be okay

enough to live

With God

This is what sent aaron, 

Thanks. I'm hopeful people seem to be finally getting tired and sick enough to restrict guns enough, so maybe this only happens about every 10 years... don't know. Heidecker had a rant, said rights don't exist and repeal the 2nd amendment (: -- I just read most of White's Wikipedia. I think I love him.

PS

I think I have been doing well enough, generally.

Every day, i'll get full of emotion, tear up or just almost, or get angry and all tensed up. Too often i get too anxious or maybe manic, about something bad or something which seems to me so good... dunno.

I posted a lot of poems to facebook.

The beach was fun, 5 days. Malaquite is great. And I love the Whitecap sea wall.

I did not sleep enough. I shared a pina colada then a margarita with my mom, but she convinced me that it was fine, that small amount of alcohol is insignificant.

My eating health may be improving a bit. I want to exercise every day. I should have walked at dawn, but I guess I thought it was too cloudy to see sunrise so I did not care. I want to lose 15 pounds this year. Or lose my saggy gut and get better muscles.

I watched a little porn, just nude women, searching for the most orgasms in a row, and more myfreecams. So I need to keep trying to abstain.

I had one cuppa coffee and it really buzzes, I should cut out caffeine again a while too

Atlanta season 3 is so good, last night we watched Rich Wigga, Poor Wigga. It is crazy.

Stanley Tucci searching for Italy is wonder full

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