watchout 4 snakes .com gave me this: The diagonal origin hunts an appearance underneath the readable stake.

I want to change it to this: The Origin hides an appearance underneath the readable stake.

I want to try to make some sense out of that. It's funny that it is not so  ' readable'

I want to type true things that I know.

The Ghosts You Draw on My Back is playing. I played The Sea Is Calm on spotify and it's suggested.

At first I read The Ghosts   of   You Draw on My Back. Anyway, the voice is Tre creepy, but nice.

And now playing is It's a Wonderful Life, Sparklehorse, pretty cool, i think. I really liked Dreamt for Light Years in the Belly of a Mountain. I heard it a bit ago and shared it on facebook along with something crazy i wrote on ego-youthful in 2013.

I drank more rum, poured it in a fresca

I might buy another bottle of sailor jerry's to fill up the one i drank too much of, so mom doesn't think i drink too much, too quickly....

i want to tell her i am not going to lunch with her and kit, on friday.

so here, i will post this to my journal-y blog too...

Later love you

-grg

P.S.

It is hard to believe and difficult to accept that I relapsed so badly: I watched a bunch of porn last night and today.

Well... I will trust myself, again. I will love myself.

Amen