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 Hi, how is everything? Been good?

I been feeling again weirder now.

Stuff going on. I saw Aaron yesterday. We are vastly disconnected. I should try much harder. Or try less at the things and behaviours that disconnect me. I was supposed to see Andee at the farmer's market, but I felt anxious and went home, got 2 All or Nothing lotto tickets on the way. I'll check my numbers now..

Wasting time on the internet.

I quit porn Monday, but I've cheated a little, listened to kinkyshibby this morning. And have touched myself to ASMR on youtube. I just googled 'pokies reddit'.

I been listening to good music though. It is real nice. Aaron talked about Lurie a lot. It is cool and fun and good.

I added a bunch of people to my list of favourite famous people. I should be done for a while.

I want to write a short story based on a randomly generated sentence, from online.

Mom boiled chicken for chicken and dumplings. That tastes very good to me. I am looking forward to it.

With mom's AmEx, I will buy a ticket to Balmorhea on December 17th. That is exciting. Going alone, birthday gift. We also plan to see Nightmare Alley on my birthday. looks cool.

I like William Tyler too, he'll be with Balmorhea. His song Jesus Christ just came on Spotify.

Talk to you later,

Lov,

Grg