I am so fucking happy

I cannot handle how happy I am

I just wanna run and fly and explode and die

on the road away from home toward the rest of eternity

I got a message on my work phone that I was not assigned any work today because there ain't enough work load

I showed my mom and we talked about our plans a bit. I am going to ACC Riverside for irrigation parts after noon. I am looking forward to that. I wonder how awkward meeting my professor will be. She is very nice and pretty. I am a young child in my soul of souls... i guess, for me.   To you

We got stuff to take care of today tomorrow, next week, Taylor Maddie Sofie Pat Bridge Tim

coming to build a new deck

I might work M T W mornings for the census, if they want me. I've been doing a very bad job on purpose, wasting time, driving around, walking . . .

18 dollars and hour plus mileage

USA Taxpayer

I hope I get a stimulus soon, 12 hundred would last a few months

any way, i love you too much

I got in bed after mom and i talked. I sang some of Asleep and Dreaming by the Magnetic Fields, one my favourite songs

I looked at Felicitations thumbnnails on spotify, enjoying Felicia's beauty

I will get in the hot tub in a few minutes.

my mom just made pigs in blankets, i thought she was going to save them for sofie

she also bought frozen waffles . . . okay

I am happy, exciting . . 

i do knot know

i love you forever

i wanna listen to the album Mark Kozlek again. Before that I wanna listen to All the Best, Isaac Hayes

talk to friends, family of friends, eternal connection, whole souls rubbing shoulders, helping each other become fulfill our own potentials, saving each other . . . to the end, rotating, winding, encompassing, believing . . remaking . . protecting . . and meeting. Re-imagining. Re-evaluating. Re-examining. Re-minding. revolving ,  re-loving. Re Cycle. Re New

bye bye

be you later