An episode of Sleep with Me just started. I seem to be addicted to video and audio from the internet, mostly people. I should sleep.
I hear my own voice, sometimes loud. I seem to think or feel Special Good words and sounds. I am unsure what I really mean now.
I am sat on my bed facin' my desk. I just peed in my water bottle. I've done that several times, early mornings. Just seems easy. I was very anxious last afternoon. I felt like I have felt a lot of times, when home alone, nothing but future... maybe.
I want to have a plan, a structure, a purpose, a focus: Do the most good. My body rejects. Millions of chemicals, inflamation, Neural Paths
Mental dis-ease, Regretful patterns and habits.
I almost like this fatigue, losing sleep and function and control. I love God, Them, I want to Live with my spouse.
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