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 Wow , I am going to spend two nights at tim's tomorrow and tonight , it's allright 

It's hard for me to believe how depressed and\or Lestragic ( ha, i thot it said Lethargic) , apathetic i have been ... just sad maybe, because I haven't been working and I have been taking a lot of Drugs and alcohol and feeling bad , like tired. But mostly, just like, not much will to live or to live ... Well . I was wondering how bad i could get ... if I would actually be suicidal or catatonic maybe

[ I eat badly , almost always , i seem like i don't care .. i don't know, at this moment. It is 5 13 friday march 13. I woke too early, took too many anti anxiety pills .    O well, i wonder what today will be   ?

" ]

But don't worry about it

We all are saved , somehow 

We do things , or we don't 

Nice to have work tomorrow 

Tim will drive 

It is easy for me

Maybe i  finally kinda understand why some people feel so hopeless and bad when they dont have work , job , occupation , creative outlet , focus .

Maybe i was seasonally affected by all the clouds and less Sun

I stayed in bed too long, too many mornings 

[:

I started talking with jen acouple weeks ago

There is ... everyone 

I do not know .

I think I'll lie in bed when my mom gets here

I drank irish cream .

J

I wonder what hell and heaven are

Where am i ? What will i do ? I know something .

I will be more specific 

Next time

.

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February 27, 2026

She always wakes at 5 to feed children then clean big rooms in big buildings, to the west.

She is 50.

Imagine all these people doing all these things in places .

I'm a Tractor. I'm a face full of people

Once I knew a tree bark man peel off the Lie of the Past

--

This is Good.

I have done everything i can do.

I am done with Earth, and Space, and Time.

Talk with You soon

Can i talk like you ?

Can i think like me ?

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                 Missing Work

It means Both. He means to be better. Do better. At it. Be productive. Assault your senses.

   All Three.

Aaron is efficient. He eats exactly the calories he burns, through out a week. I want to weigh under 170. I want to be less jiggly. Sometimes I appreciate jiggly.

you   ( that is a typo )

.. I was watching Ask Hank Anything .

Long episodes

We must make things In the best way possible

Food and health will be easier, better, because we have thought about exactly how we should live .. and I remember thinking once , what should I think ? What are the best Thoughts and ways to

Think ?

Can I do anything?

I like to feel high on THC so much, sometimes I think alcohol sounds good, but much better is black coffee . . .

This habit will definitely make me worse . .. Not good for any one .

I dunno what I will do

Maybe a couple ..

I read these ,

I can relate. I do not have many friends either. I mostly spend my time studying, praying and going to the gym. Sometimes it feels peaceful sometimes lonely. u are in a rebuilding phase that takes time

1 ,i , am standing at this ping pong table , tablet On a swivel chair , hand writing this . . . .

  i wonder what I will eat

Jesus my mind.

.

"

The end

here now , hey , they

 Why do i want to kill some one ?

I could sleep now . 

My brain seems a bit dead

I am watching Hank Green and Nilay Patel on Decoder, a podcast 

I'm eating jalapeño ranch tortilla chips 

I flaked on my best friends this morning, we were going to Liturgy at St Elias . I wanted to stay in or near my bed . I flake on God .

I am leaning on my body

I am a fall on the left on missions from God and evil men

Why do we want to sleep ?

How do we humans use hands, feet and machines to heal Earth and the Future 

Wear shoes and eyeglasses and pants, going to Money and Africa and Love and China

The End

I eat a lot of thc

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I'll talk with you again , thank you .