Sunday, June 30, 2024

 

I do not know if I trust myself to be sane.


I could save a saber.


Like most of us, not sufficiently interesting. 


I am sleepy, because I keep doing this and I was just watching this a bit:


 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fzTtRF8xLks&t=191s




The End


Because I gotta be wellrested for Tim tomorrow. We gotta finish that deck, because it will be better for whoever lives or go to that house, where Gary lives.


People can use. People can live well.


I can change.


I want to help everyone and God.




Mama had a recall




We watched Shirley Valentine this morning. It's really good.


I should check out In the Mouth of Madness.




I should read Our Lady of the Highway. 






Bye for real for now



Blissful

 I saw a young attractive woman walking a whiteblack dog of medium build. I was planning on turning around, honest. I looked across the street at her. I walked into the park, feeling blissful and lucky. I anguished myself. The sunshine was hot on my back. I was proud and walked my walk. I worried what to say and if I should say it... if she caught up with me, overtook me.


Who's your favourite director? Or writer. The first name to come to your mind.


I turned again. We passed on each other's lefts. She wore earbuds and nobra.

I wore a God Jesus engrish.com shirt.

I had watched 40 minutes of Trust and was high in delta-9.


Time was there. I am even even higher now.


Naked in my apartment: I peed. I thought.

How can I function?

I may be in a bad way.

I do okay.

Some times



My text to Aaron, scheduled for next Wednesday:


I can't believe how good Trust is. I wish I could live in Hal's dream realities. The films remind me a bit of Jarmusch's and Aki's. Maybe i said that Saturday. How are y'all?



I think Hal Hartley is a genius, a poet. His dialogue is philosophical poetry or is it poetic philosophy?





Friday, June 7, 2024

 I think about things to do tomorrow. It's nearly midnight. Humans should sleep for about 8 hours every night 

I want to schedule a text for Kim's birthday. I want to walk at dawn. I want to watch all those Godforsaken TV shows again...

There are sisters, brothers, parents and children to think of. We can feed them all chicken fingers and applle sauce. 

Electricity is always on


One should never be tired.

A human should use embodied knowing to create eternal life.



Poetry is ghostly and tired of health.

You are all I want to think of. Snow washes the dove's back. The name brand snack chip, I am broke out of love. I thought I asked polite...