6-1-2,023 ~1 a.m.

     Going to sleep is hard. I want to confess.

Writing seems the best thing for me. I drank too

much Knob Creek Rye. It's 53 dollars, on my 

Discover. I told myself I wouldn't drink or porn in

this apartment. I have a lot tho.

   Writing is physically difficult. I sit on my

bed's foot. But now I'm at a desk, hunched.

I'll stop at the bottom of this page. I watched

Sierra and Victoria sit in a bath in underwear.

My left elbow is on this page. My right hand is

tired. I want to type this. I watched Pewdiepie's

Japan vlogs, kind of inspiring. He is so buff.

I'm very gassy, I eat a lot of beans [plus the whiskey]. Tomorrow I

eat at Hopdoddy w/ my mom and aunt. Then Cosco,

for my ma. I will drink rye about an hour before

my ma gets here: I'm nervous about sitting with

Jan. Questions. Question? I did every thing, almost.

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