Hi

it is 16:04

i just put on Spirit Phone - Lemon Demon

eighth wonder

it is nice and wonder

love .  .   .    .


i drank a couple. Rosay and vodka. Josh Cellars and Svedka plastic from South Padre


I feel l llewmv l reswv vrbrbisner   i  IIIII  in  dia


O mom    was lying on bed but Phone rang and Front Porch


i will search  Red Clay Freddie Hubbard

and listen again

maybe send aaron a link


i sent him Black Earth by Marianne Moore a bit ago

a couple days ago i sent him American Solitude by Grace Schulman

he texted that he loves Moore and Hopper and that mood


Lemon Demon is related to Bill Wurtz, when I played Wurtz on Spotify . .

I Earn My Life  { :


i feel heavy. .. my head

full

i want to wweigh myself


mom and i drove around today, car stuff

recycle

sonic, i got a root beer float

regret shame, Aaron, self care

prepare for the Wide Wonderful Future Lives of People


I found a reason - Cat Power

i still wanna listen to the velvet underground

it is a bliss soul feel

ba baa ba baa

what comes is better

   .   .   .   .

2 imaginary Japanese

i think 7 days .  3 days .  4 days .  5 days . . .

and tear up .

the power ,  the possible

infinite ends

infinitely  inward


bye bye now

have a nice life time

I am just doing this to make my thumb cold and numb

drinking vodka and minute maid pink lemonade and ice and water

holding my thumb to the cup

i had rum and lemonade and coconut water

I was taking off my shirt and walking into my bedroom and i stubbed my thumb on the top of the door frame

still sore


i have been listening to some Miracle Musical ,  Hawaii: Part II

it's  all rite


Tomorrow morning about 9 I will drive to Pat's and Bridgit's to play games with Pat and Kit and Tim

Monday at 8 I start my job at ECA ,  call center ,  asking people to take their kids to the dentist because medicaid covers that . . . .

that's  nice


Chelsea will be working there too ,  she has been for two months or more


i still want to run away

i thought of using my credit card to live in a motel indefinitely

i only need to pay 25 dollars a month on my credit card

i would max it out in about 7 thousand dollars

if i spend about 30 dollars a day on a motel, i could stay about 200 days i guess

i could live on about 5 dollars of food a day


I wanna go to pasadena texas

kim boike lived there



parks

libraries

cheap food stores

i could make money . . . .


i could tell mom ,  i found a place to live

i'm not far

i don't want to talk to anyone i knew

i am doing okay

i will let you know when i plan to visit you all


Maybe

that  will   do   some  thing 

    for   some  one


it got to the 50s

feels    good

Exciting Weather


ma and i are having a meatball casserole

spinich

i just heard Prelude by The Blasting Company



now is No Eyed Girl - Lemon Demon


okay


latter

love

greg