I edited this version, so that it would be okay for others to read.

it is 9:19

this morning,

i wanted to touch to feel good

i wanted to google ' .... '

I thought of stevie wynne levine, and her ..

i wanted to find a video compilation of her. she makes me smile, pretty

much every time i think of her. it is 9:43 now. I helped my mom mulch.

I took two photos of my blackish hands.

I read most of Pearl's blog on neuroplasticity. it's nice. i liked it on facebook. Ranisha, Rainny, was the only one who had liked it.

it is really weird, this me, my this.

I cannot post this, it is too gross.

I watched stuff in bed, listened to fastasmr, and amber leitz talk about orgasms, etc.

i did ... [i'm sorry if you hate reading this] in the toilet just before dawn, then took a walk to the McDonalds' driveway.

They drove out in their white SUV and I got nervous and turned around, then felt awkward and gave them a little wave. I didn't see them

i listened more and slept a bit.

my mom and i are about to do yoga. Lying practice, it should be good. it should feel good. or better.

i ate two big bites of brownie this morning. I drank half of a strawberry Biosalud and poured the rest in a cup of Ethiopian k-cup coffee.

it tastes too weird, so i added creamer.

been listening to Eno , feels so nice ...

music for installations

reading bits of From Dawn to Decadence, taking notes