Monday, January 15, 2024

Continue to Journal

 I'm at my mom's dining table. It was sleeting this morn. My mom decided it was snow. White ice is on the ground. This morn, I texted Anna and Krissyjae.

...

I walked the north side of Michele.

I've been writing. 

I think about murder and suicide and death too much.

The cold makes me so happy, it's wild . . . .


I'll get back to you. -

We plan to watch Beau Is Afraid today. I feel certain things. 

We watched episode 1 of True Detective: Night Country last night. It's all right. I like Evangeline Navarro. 

We are now watching the Australian Open.

I will sleep here in my old room tonight.

Tim and I should get the Lowe's delivery tomorrow. 

I really don't care


Here


Siri von Reis


Vast Problem Still Obscure


Most of the mass of the universe

may be contained in dark matter.

No one knows what that may be.


Astronomers say we could be

dealing with planetary objects

unable to produce luminosity;


some believe we are looking

at black holes or other things

formed when stars are born or die.


(For physicists, the hear

of dark matter lies in axions,

strings, magnetic monopoles.)


If related to stars, dark matter

presumably will be found where

stars are. If indeed exotic,


it won’t react with matter

as we know it nor, probably,

with itself; and it surely


will, in any case,

have nothing at all to

do with everyday matter.


From issue no. 126 (Spring 1993)


https://youtu.be/-CPvKzh2OZM?si=q3m9B4YyNfKhK5Q-

a personal update + we found out the gender of our baby ❤️


 I get that too. Maybe a lot more than most. I am extremely privileged most of my life. In my teens I realised I might be the most passive person I know. I have oft3n written myself Off as lazy. I am the youngest and I feel I can never loosen my attachment to my family. It can feel very difficult. writing is the best, it is so good for me, maybe we can do anything (:



Poetry is ghostly and tired of health.

You are all I want to think of. Snow washes the dove's back. The name brand snack chip, I am broke out of love. I thought I asked polite...