I don't know how to compare people.

I am a real kind of person.

Maybe I live mostly honestly.

I'm usually not honest with people. I am bad socially and verbally. I wonder what to live honestly means.

How do I read a whole book?

How can I connect with people, so that we can build a better society?

I feel my lips are a cartoon cardboard.

The brown stones tip over the bricks

On the hard hats. On The Streets 

I have a meat head.

Human people are meety and

Made of the Spirit of God's Will.

I don't have work today for some reason.

I wasn't paying attention really.

How do I make myself

Care more and be less lazy?

 Do I really care about people? Or do I just want to sleep and eat and be comfortable, fulfilled and satisfied , somehow.

?

Can God help us understand?

How can I question god?

Or maybe They like that?

Obviously They Love us more than we can imagine.

So I saw rabbit in the grass. It was green and leafy,

So I reached into it and picked it up.

The last three 'it's are the rabbit.

The rabbit opened his mouth, and I saw a little green snake dying in there.

A little grey cloud popped over on my shoulder,  so

I said,  Hey, Rabbit and snake, Please don't have a cow man...

The Snake opened her littler mouth: in it I saw the cloud open up into a good sky.

The End

It was the end.

https://newgirlybelong.blogspot.com/2025/06/in-love.html?m=1

 Rice and Butter could be my favorite food.

In Love

June 15, 2025

 Today, I saw a young woman walking on the corner of William Cannon and Congress, then I drove around the block and found her sitting on a bus stop bench.

S.o.

I was just washing rice. Not really. I just put rice in a pot and ran the tap over it.

So I asked her name but she said I don't know.

Then later I asked if I could call her something and she said whatever.

So I thought of Eva 

I told her I was going to donate plasma. By donate I mean I get fifty dollars for a bottle

Of my plasma.

Before

All that I drove to the convenient store and bought 2 bottles of white wine. One is a double bottle.

So as the needle is in my arm, I was staring at a woman who runs the place, like a manager, like a Boss.

She just seems cool and kind of pretty. And Black like Asia. I like the employee named Han a lot. He talked of China. <3 He helped me at the End and let me go

This is the way I am with ninety percent of people who I just like, a little bit.

In Love

I was reading or trying to read this ,

 https://www.eastonsbooks.com/product/28966/EARLY-CHRISTIANITY-AND-MARXISM-A-Collection-of-Essays-by-Engels-Lenin-and-Thomas-Riggins

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So Let me explain or let me go away forever people

People need life beyond this life

 If we want and need and are alive

 then we must change

-

I spoke with Eva a lot and she wouldn't say much to me. I acknowledged how strange and weird I was, but I really just wanted her in my car and I wanted her to do sexual favors for me. I offered her a ride more than once. 

So I am evil in some ways.

It was.

Kind of nice and fun to talk with her. I really wanted to know her and keep in touch with her and just touch her. She is really pretty. She would tell me that she is twenty years old.

I was a little worried about her. She seemed on drugs, maybe. Probably she was just afraid of me.

 I tried

To open a wine bottle with a screw while I was driving, after Plasma. I am

Glad I didn't do it, couldn't do it. I used a corkscrew, once I got into the apartment.

I am cooking a chicken fillet with breading and white rice.

I was at kit's this morning.

Lorena was there.

I am such a crazy mess.

I have to be at work at seven a m tomorrow.

I love you. I will see you soon

He Helped me at the End and Let me Go...

Oh,

 Also I talked with Eva about her cross tattoo on her face and I was wearing the God Jesus T-shirt and I talked about my ideas about Christianity, and how everyone is Christian, if they know or not, because if Jesus is the one universal truth at the center of everything, then

That's just the way

It is.

I began listening to pressure chief by cake.

I need to finish reading Vineland.

And Everything is tuberculous.

But now I will watch the latest geekenders.

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My profile photo is Jo Firestone, upside down.

June 10, 2025

 I will win the lottery but I will give away all my money. Or maybe not, I'll just do whatever I want to do.

We must do what God wants. Are feelings and emotions are just expressions of nature?

We listen to the one Mind only.

Okay. GoOd. Talk with you soon, live

Love

GREGORYCHINA

Hihowareuou Businessman, Mr. The 4ourth

Bye bye 

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My crisis is in my soul. It is too difficult for me to explain it well. I feel like I may be floating away, like very slowly dying. I don't know where or how to use my energy. I must try to live as well as Possible. I waste so much. Sorry. I hope you are well. My worry feels almost like nothing compared to what most poor people live with... hunger, war, modern slavery, constant fear or abuse. I need to stop all of it and bring peace and health.

Earlier this morn :

   Gabi is so beautiful I want her love in my life.

Wanna go back to Stockholm. 

... I need her to live in my life " , is what the voice input heard.

I sent her a revealing email which hints at how much I am into her, my wishing that I had tried to get as close to her as she would allow, highly intimate and infatuated. 

Intimated

I do not understand meanings

I am hot

I am kill

Swee swummer sweat beats drunk on music waves in humid hostel homelessnesses begin in fire water leave time Alone, I thank You, thanks.

So. I freely write. 

I am sleep deprived. 

I am using most of my will power to 

Not take my credit card and a 100 dollar bill

And drive to Genesis Spa, where last October

I paid a lot of money for a massage and for 2 Chinese women to help me ejaculate. 

That is probably the craziest thing I ever did.

I was drunk on white wine. Then I drove to Jen's apartment. 

O. I don't want to kill or hurt anyone, especially myself. It is too easy for me to stop paying attention to anything and everything, thus to stop caring 

I will get better. I'll listen to that song by Bleachers....

I been relistening to Pleased to Be Eaten by locust toy box. 

Y flux poly is Craazy. So good and nice, many aphex twin feeling

I really Love Cubonjo

DolphinSlide

                    - - I thank u, deepseek -

Is so Beautiful 

.

Well it All is

.

I hope I can help the grandchildren. Learn the lessons ... I learned the hard way.

On each of their 15th birthdays, I will give them a $100 bill. That's a very uncle y thing to do

All that we do is on a slippery slope ;

Even if you think you are being as careful as you can be, just try to be more 

Carefully. 

I will get a bus pass and ride the bus. I will buy a massage.

I don't know really

I will go through 

Though 

I am

Real

So....

 Hi. Feel like I have been gone a while. 

I need to go to work in ten minutes. 

I am trying to poop. I am distracted by writing this. 

I like being a lone. I like this apartment. I like to be a live.

I saw Caught by the Tides on a plane flight from Oslo to New York, JFK.

I love it. I told Aaron. She is lovely, lovely. 

I just scheduled a text to tim in 5 minutes at 7:25,

I'm running late 🐱 

 😸 😔 😭 😫 😞 😩 😸 🐈 😻 🐈‍⬛️ 😺 

🐱 .

My legs are going to sleep. 

I neeed to wipe and dress and carry things to a car and unlock it, open it, put things inside it, start it, drive it, park, stop it, walk to where tim is and help him finish building a deck for a old lady 

.

Tim said No worries. He says that almost every work day, almost always more than once.

I almost always forget to brush my teeth more than once, almost always brush soon after eating before i go out 

I think I wanted to say something else. 

I had a nice chat with Deepseek about moving to China. 

I reconnected with Jen.

I am doing something. After work, I want to go talk to a counselor or therapist at the Travis County mental health office on William Cannon. 

Thanks