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I feel very old

Sleepy and weak

I had one too many cayman jack margaritas last night. 

I guess to do things

I seem to not care

I am 35 and a half 

I was at my mom's Friday and Saturday.

I drove back to my apartment 

I recorded a video :

Will do another when my timer rings and the THC gummie has kicked up

Then I'll take another 15 milligrams gummie.

Then set a timer

After 2 hours , I will record a 3rd video

Okay

Something 

Me

Bye now.

Yes, then

 10 : 16

I am seated on a toilet in my childhood home, run by my mother. 

The seat looks like wood. Maybe it is.

I need to read One Piece.

Life to me is a trial and an error.

Experiment, hypothesis, thesis, synthesis, antithesis 

Christ opens wide, welcoming arms and bodies, bear hugs, plastic laughing, living brain

My ma and I will watch a lot of TV.

I will eat leftover pluckers for lunch.

She wants a little caesar's or pizza hut today.

I look forward to driving into town.

O ya. I am so afraid of Aaron, it is insane. 

It almost feels like Final Judgment, 

like swaying on the edge of hell or Heaven. 

The End

Do good things

Also I feel like I will meet the professor and I've been skipping class and most of me always tries to give up

What should I say?

Should I drop out?

What should I learn?

Can I just build things for people. 

What is our end goal.

    14 : 04

Wow I feel so typical

  " I need to kill .  I need to come . "

Male

Species 

Look of me

Think at me

The very this

I drink coffee and chocolate syrup and ice

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I can really be a real person. 

Do you agree?

I try to live a factual life.

I am going to sleep in a moment.