God will treat me well.

Where were you when you used to think that life were a childish thing?

Banjo videos ,  online prayering

Blues grasses and folks in these mornings 

Cold Frosty Morning by mossy bones 

I am having fun today.

Right now is always right now.

Am I right, right now? Just right now

I have barely slept.

I had a lot of caffeine.

I had a nye quill pill.

My mother is speaking with Christopher Wredberg right now on her front porch.

We will go get dinner at sonic drive in then. I'll get my car back from the automotive repair shop....

It is all within the hour....

2 guise talking about lettuce ,  episode 123 ,  September 11th.

I napped in bed for about thirty minutes.

I ate some junk.

I am drinking another mini can of coax- Zero

End

https://newgirlybelong.blogspot.com/2024/09/asmr-introduction-to-evidence-for.html?m=1

  Christian ASMR ✨- An Introduction to Evidence for Christianity ✝️ (whispered)

She is very Good. 

Daily Bread ASMR

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6tA2Vo-D6lM

A list? Stuff things I think about

 Of things I think

Oh thanks

I try to know myself. I wonder what self means.

1. The TV show Home Movies 
2. Morgpie, a person and streamer
3. The garbage people, working in the middle of the night 
4. The food I ate last evening 
5. Why I am thirsty at night, getting up to pee a few times 
6. Documentaries
7. Human bodies
8. Las Vegas 
9. My biggest mistakes and regrets 
10. Alcohol and why people drink it
11. Sunny days and white clouds 
12. Replacing siding on an old house
13. People making a lot of money, spending it, big bank accounts 
14. Lunches
15. Friendship 
16. Green lawns all year, across the silly land
17. Youtube.com videos
18. Internet personalities 
19. Sexual pleasure
20. Lies, deceit, manipulation 
21. Psychological and physical abuse 
22. Drug addiction 
23. Freedom of religion 
24. The 2nd amendment 
25. Pain
26. Brains
27. Music and language
28. Spiritual experiences
29. Death
30. Travel for recreation 
31. Public parks
32. Lemonade and other sweet drinks 
33. Crowds
34. Nursing homes 
35. Skyscrapers 
36. The pentagon 
37. Underground buildings 
38. Projects and operations spanning generations and millions of people 

Sol, our star, the sun

The stages of habitability of massive objects in spacetime 

Gravity 

The future of humans

What is time?

Star Trek

Dark/anti matter, dark energy, the Higgs field 

Cosmological Constants

English letters and spaces and punctuation 

Light and sight

Hunger 

Chicken meat 

Casual acquaintances 

Memory

God

Jesus

The "End"

Love

 I choose not to think. I am absent from reality. But the times of physical life remind me. You feel my hurtful taking. I fear my meaningless deaths. I remind anyone or even everyone of the sock hiding on a human face

To live in seconds, so therefore you think of a space for reality to sit and take all of us for gossip in the Right ear..

His only son, raped like killing waterfalls 

I urge manufacturing to engineer facsimiles of great science-wheel works

I know what it dunks

Logically thinking then is trying confusion

Take a shoe, see the best option 

From a to b to 1 to final 2

I excise frost

Noun at a simple mechanism dusts the possible for what Why?

Here, that is it.

 Planning, organizing, reading, learning facts and skills, being helpful and practical and productive and healthy

Duff the Psych,

I heard a hardcore self help podcast in the middle of the night.

 I learned of dave burns and i used the feeling great app, talked to the chatbot.

Of course I should read good books. 

I often feel like more than person. And like I am nothing, like I do not really exist 

I think I am stupid for hating myself 

Maybe I eat potatoes 

Maybe the sun dries up

I will die in the years

No one can be alone

We all live a little.

I must take more control

I must make a conscious choice.

That's it for now.

Going Home after 2 Weeks in Greece with My Mom

 This is the real journal. 

My mom sits to my right across the aisle, flying from Heathrow to DFW, watching the end of Ghostbusters: Frozen Empire. We guess she fell asleep last time she watched it on an airplane. Maybe she just forgot. 

I am feeling a bit crazy and extremely wistful and melancholic.

I drank Sauvignon Blanc and black tea with milk.

The are tears in my eyes. I love writing more than most things. I love actions more than objects, and more than words. But I love words so much, it's too difficult for me to comprehend. 

God and Word and Flesh 

Body in mind in soul

In God.

Three in One

All R 1

I want to fly. Like a bird.

Far away

I love clouds more than most things.

I want to fuck my lovely wife.

I want to date a young woman who attends St. Elias.

This is good enough. 

Now you know.

Bye for now.

Live, Love, 

    Gregory douglas wredberg 

...

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Footnote

I want to add quiet shore and that Vedic hymn metal band song to my funeral Playlist. 

My nose is runny.

Drive away dolls is pretty fun.

I bet I could live in economy class forever. With Food and nice bathrooms. 

Later homies.

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11, 9, 2024

We're in Greece at a big resort, a lot of wood and water. I see I missed a call from Jen. By a pool or waterslide I see her. She's surprising me. I don't know how she found me. She brought her mom. Mine and my brothers are there, meeting her. She seems really happy. I'm afraid she'll tell them she's a cuddle therapist. I told them she's a massage therapist. She's going to use salt water pools here as therapy with her clients.

That's all.

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