Monday, February 28, 2022
Sunday, February 27, 2022
Sorry this is not a real journal entry
from maybe something
I drank a lot of Bacardi today, it is 1:28 [ 13:28}
I just saw a commercial for SeroVital with volume low, silent.
[ AccuWeather Celebrates
BLACK HISTORY MONTH ]
It becomes apparent, I have serious issues... with myself. It may be too obvious.
I saw a woman in some kinda athletic underwear.
I thought, God, I want a woman, My biological clock is ex-fucking-ploding, sploding.
I think of Prostitutes in Las Vegas. My bank account
Mary Magdelene should be a prostitute.
Good Images
We Can Do Anything
I need 1000 [one tousand] times more Self Control
I drink 100 times too much alcohol
Rising Seas Threaten Tubman Historic Sites
I see a young, caring, intelligent woman on TV
Why do you have to be so beautiful?
My delusion [ every thing is for me ]
Why Are You So Beautiful?
I wonder. To myself
Sorry about my Convolution
My sorry brain and mind
Okay, We will Be.
Sunday, February 13, 2022
12,51 . 13-2-2022
Hi, You
i am having a kind of a hard time. I put on a Beethoven CD. It's on track 2, Sonata 14, Moonlight. There's a bug, bee or fly maybe. I give up thinking of catching or letting it out. Mom left fo' Ballet about morthan an hour ago. I just bought a Powerball at Lakeline... drove 'round the 'hood. Werewolves Within is almost good. (the film) (I wanted to use 'good' to ryme wit hood. Sorry how my letters are, and which are or are not.
Life is very difficult. As it should. I like it like this. Sorry I said it's easy. { https://youtu.be/heeGbGzZsOo } I am grateful for these hours alone. I feel too lucky. I Love you. Good bye 4 now.
Wednesday, February 9, 2022
Listening to the intro of https://radiopublic.com/SleepWithMe/s1!c6fb5da91cd14a1561526b73ab762bef27eb27c7
It is 4 am
I've been unable or unwilling to fall bach to sleep
Posted twice to face book
Thinking,
Life is too hard
I want to be a better person
The end
I may sleep or not
I make Magics
What do we want to Do
Ending ending again...
Later
Love you
Greg.
Sunday, February 6, 2022
My Life at Home
I am wearing gloves that say HEAD.
What am I going to eat next? Ahm, I am drinking all this alcoholic grape sugar.
O shit. My friends are still still alive here on Earth. Don't look up was pretty good. kind of fun.
We my mother and I watched Murders at Starved Rock episode 2 and Curb - Man Fights Tiny Woman, last night.
magic card magic card and more many magic cards, the image the internet
connect or disconnect
my mother is making banana bread
good night
good bye you
i love you,
-Greg
I will type again when my mom leaves for the doctors tomorrow.
the hot tub
maybe shave my pubes again
later
my love
Thursday, February 3, 2022
Hi, sorry it's been so long.
It's predictable. I drank vodka and p not grigio and blue (orange actually) curacao. I hide from my mom. We took a walk in the bitter sweet coldness.
I looked at magic cards for about 6 hours, building a red deck. There is More... always some of us, I of course feel a bit wierd... okay.
We are about to eat crockpot chili, so good, nice, hot, health, savor yourself.
There might be some things going on.
Shapeless by Locust Toybox is like a perfect song.
In my hotel room in Giddings I heard The Lord Is Out of Control. It is one of the perfect songs.
I am so happy that I quit my job.
I need to prepare for a month travelling the United Kingdom, in the next couple weeks.
Some of us, I try again. Of course, predictably, I watched a lot of porn again, but now I will stop forever again.
I might see Aaron soon. We want to vote together on Valentines day.
here is nothing
there is no more
Now we remind
Mind us we real heal
time and free give us home love
become the yes
try practice
yellow forgiveness
Bye.
Love you,
Talk you later.
Soon Now