I am so fucking happy

I cannot handle how happy I am

I just wanna run and fly and explode and die

on the road away from home toward the rest of eternity

I got a message on my work phone that I was not assigned any work today because there ain't enough work load

I showed my mom and we talked about our plans a bit. I am going to ACC Riverside for irrigation parts after noon. I am looking forward to that. I wonder how awkward meeting my professor will be. She is very nice and pretty. I am a young child in my soul of souls... i guess, for me.   To you

We got stuff to take care of today tomorrow, next week, Taylor Maddie Sofie Pat Bridge Tim

coming to build a new deck

I might work M T W mornings for the census, if they want me. I've been doing a very bad job on purpose, wasting time, driving around, walking . . .

18 dollars and hour plus mileage

USA Taxpayer

I hope I get a stimulus soon, 12 hundred would last a few months

any way, i love you too much

I got in bed after mom and i talked. I sang some of Asleep and Dreaming by the Magnetic Fields, one my favourite songs

I looked at Felicitations thumbnnails on spotify, enjoying Felicia's beauty

I will get in the hot tub in a few minutes.

my mom just made pigs in blankets, i thought she was going to save them for sofie

she also bought frozen waffles . . . okay

I am happy, exciting . . 

i do knot know

i love you forever

i wanna listen to the album Mark Kozlek again. Before that I wanna listen to All the Best, Isaac Hayes

talk to friends, family of friends, eternal connection, whole souls rubbing shoulders, helping each other become fulfill our own potentials, saving each other . . . to the end, rotating, winding, encompassing, believing . . remaking . . protecting . . and meeting. Re-imagining. Re-evaluating. Re-examining. Re-minding. revolving ,  re-loving. Re Cycle. Re New

bye bye

be you later

Some Good to Do - ACC Irrigation Design Assignment

 My desired outcome is to grow some healthy foods for most of the year, practically I think up to half the produce that my family eats. Also I want to trade food with my friends who will have different crops. 

My early ideas for foods are - cabbage, broccoli, spinach, onion, garlic, beans, peas, bell peppers. I think it'd be best to have companion plants growing together. And I want to plant what grows well in this region.

I have about a 30 by 30 foot space that gets nearly full sun. After a handful of seasons, I can see it filling up with beds and veggies/fruits/berries, if things go well.

The yard soil is a lot of clay and rock. I may spend up to half my budget on soil and amendments. I have a pretty fertile compost pile about 6 ft. by 3 ft., from which I want to harvest a lot of soil.

I think I will start with a 4 by 4 raised bed, probably about 10 plants to rotate by season.

My budget is probably about $200 [a season], maybe a bit more. Time is not a concern for me. I believe I will have a garden going early next year. My friend is planning to help, probably one or 2 Saturdays, and I'll help improving their garden. I will probably spend at least a month or 2 researching and planning crops a bit each day; I began forming my garden/raised bed ideas at least a year ago.

- Water -

We just had an idea to use grey water from a washing machine to irrigate a flower bed and maybe veggies. I have doubts about finding a safe/healthy detergent.

I will get drip tape or a soaker hose. Water will come from a spigot. I might want a splitter. It will cost very little to irrigate initially.  

I hope next year we can install a rain barrel or 2 and use some to irrigate.